[ see, the thing is that noctis isn't actually very into the whole threesome thing -- the thought of actually sharing keith makes his stomach churn, but he's been told that sometimes it's good to spice their sex life up even if noctis is perfectly happy with it. maybe keith wants something new; he certainly hadn't rejected the notion of having a third between them before.
which, of course, is what led to the evening that led them to here. they've found someone handsome, someone perhaps noctis would've gone home with if keith hadn't come into his life -- what happens off eos stays off eos, right? it's new, the fact that he's a humanoid alien creature, as beautiful and graceful and tactile as he is. zen is good. zen is really good, and this is just sex, right?
it could be good for all of them, and noctis isn't silly enough to think that a one night stand could become a love affair. he and keith are stronger than that, right? but noctis limpets to keith more than he thought he would've, even though he's trying to convince himself that this is fine and all is well (it isn't, the same anxiety is acting up again).
but when keith reaches out to touch the man, when his mouth goes to his stomach and zen's beautiful fingers curls in inky black hair -- only noctis can touch him like that, only noctis can make keith go right down on his cock and choke on it. only noctis -- ]
I can't. [ noctis recoils, appalled at himself but unable to help it. he's distressed, upset, he doesn't want to see keith kissing another person's stomach -- ] I can't do this.
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which, of course, is what led to the evening that led them to here. they've found someone handsome, someone perhaps noctis would've gone home with if keith hadn't come into his life -- what happens off eos stays off eos, right? it's new, the fact that he's a humanoid alien creature, as beautiful and graceful and tactile as he is. zen is good. zen is really good, and this is just sex, right?
it could be good for all of them, and noctis isn't silly enough to think that a one night stand could become a love affair. he and keith are stronger than that, right? but noctis limpets to keith more than he thought he would've, even though he's trying to convince himself that this is fine and all is well (it isn't, the same anxiety is acting up again).
but when keith reaches out to touch the man, when his mouth goes to his stomach and zen's beautiful fingers curls in inky black hair -- only noctis can touch him like that, only noctis can make keith go right down on his cock and choke on it. only noctis -- ]
I can't. [ noctis recoils, appalled at himself but unable to help it. he's distressed, upset, he doesn't want to see keith kissing another person's stomach -- ] I can't do this.