[ It would be easier if this was just fucking. If they'd showered, and Ignis had let Noctis bend him over the bed and fuck him until they were both tired and aching and then they went to bed. The intimacy is the hardest part. Knowing someone better than you know yourself, knowing how much they're hurting because you feel it too. It's not fair, but nothing is.
He should pull away. He should put the distance between them again. Instead, he presses their foreheads together and closes his eyes, tracing his spine. ]
Long enough that I learn how to say no to this for good, Noctis. It's too difficult when you're here.
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He should pull away. He should put the distance between them again. Instead, he presses their foreheads together and closes his eyes, tracing his spine. ]
Long enough that I learn how to say no to this for good, Noctis. It's too difficult when you're here.