You're a king married to a woman from another country, to forge an alliance that greatly benefits both of us. By definition, as the man you are not married to, I'm an affair and given that it hasn't been that long since the treaty was signed, yes, I think it is rather ill timed. The term is appropriate.

[ It's partially his fault for never denying Noctis anything. The extra serving of dessert and acceptance of vegetables was one thing, but it's gone too far. This -- that this conversation isn't happening in his study, is too far. He's doing it even now and it takes a moment to realize that he's angry at himself for it. Angry when he should be the one who knows better, that he's enabling this even now. Angry that instead of sliding back, he simply lies there. ]

And what about what I want?