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eggnis: (GUNNA STEAL RECIPES FROM THIS COOKBOOK)

[personal profile] eggnis 2017-12-28 12:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Only because you leave yourself open for handling. Begging, just as much. As you're well aware, I can only work with what I've been given.

[ Cunning and brilliant as Noctis is, he falls to simple ploys of touch and deprivation, aching and languorous and riling the blood. Conversely, if anything is ending Ignis's unfortunate stint as Noct's adviser today, it'll be the raging erection that he's horribly stingy with at the moment, breathing staggered and faint while he ignores his more debased urge to jack off or make a break for the apartment. He's so screwed; ten minutes left on the clock until he's due back at the boardroom and his lungs are squeezing all the air from his throat themselves. ]

Why don't you clue me in on how I'm touching you? For later reference.

[ So he can emulate the fake, imaginary Ignis that Noct's conjured up just for this round of snappy, insinuatory remarks, for the moment when he doesn't have to rely on text to get the point across. ]
eggnis: (high-octane wheezing)

[personal profile] eggnis 2018-01-09 10:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ Semantics: sometimes therapeutic like chicken soup for the soul, except for exceptions like now, where Ignis is sorely tempted to eschew societal obligation and make a mad dash out of the Citadel and toward Noctis's apartment like a man deranged. ]

Yes

[ Oh, he forgot punctuation. Coincidentally, he also forgot the rest of his brain, now illiterate and unable to string proper sentences together in his mind. Usually getting fucked by Noctis provokes the same effect, but he's due in five minutes to the meeting. As such, all he has to offer Noctis is this careful rejoinder: ]

Don't disappoint me later.

[ That sounds authoritative the way he isn't right now, because Noctis can bet his entire fortune on the fact that Ignis isโ€” furiously, shamelesslyโ€” jacking off right now, that he'll need to stop by the washroom later, and that, undoubtedly, he'll be late for the meeting. It doesn't stop him from spending these last few minutes being a barbarian and choking the absolute life out of his dick. ]
Edited 2018-01-09 10:20 (UTC)
eggnis: (hand)

[personal profile] eggnis 2018-01-10 09:32 am (UTC)(link)
[ Unaware of all this vicious psychoanalyzing currently taking place, Ignis curates his brain to forego higher thinking in favor of more debased impulses like cock strangulation, up until Noct's calling him out and he's got to check to make sure FaceTime isn't running, like he went and recorded this messy affair for all to see.

The reply takes a while. Chiefly, it's him reigning in his erection where it's throbbing between his fingers, a pulsing time-bomb of his libido at horrible work. ]


You're awfully convinced of a hasty conclusion.

[ When in danger, deflect until he can regain control of the situation. ]

Good things come to those who wait. [ Is that a pun, or innuendo, or refusal? Probably a mishmash of all three. Not like he's forgotten his zero-photo stipulation, even now. ] I trust you'll be able to bide the time until I can offer you a sight in person you won't soon forget.

[ And with that, he turns off his phone, because he's got to jack the rest of this shame off in time for a meeting. Hope Noctis has a plan for the next several hours of radio silence. ]
eggnis: (smells like perfume)

[personal profile] eggnis 2018-01-12 07:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ His reprieve comes a while later, after that little stunt he pulled in the chef's backroom with none the wiser. It's incredibly indecent to take a pen with the same hand he previously asphyxiated his hard-on with, but beggars can't be choosers. (Except, possibly, for his Highness, who knows depravity better than the back of his own hand.) If Noct checks his phone again in the interim, he'll notice the message is read, but conspicuously left unanswered.

Some hours afterward, he's slipping into the apartment, padding in quiet and subdued. The suitcase is left deposited on the counter, but he's no worse for the wear than usual; the only sign of something remotely ajar is in his breath as it runs itself a little more ragged, cycling and cycling around, but otherwise unchanged as he makes his way down the corridor, only to pause and freeze at the sight of Noct draped over the couch's upholstery, soundly asleep.

So much for sexual extortion. Every plan he's cooked up is promptly dashed to pieces and burn to a crisp, but he's not disappointed. Pulling off one of the throw blankets to neatly tuck around Noctis is a given, rather than lug him into a princess-carry into his bed and risk jostling him awakeโ€” and then Ignis sets off for the washroom. There's paperwork on paperwork to peruse, but he's got to take care of a more pressing issue to attend to, first and foremost. ]
eggnis: (leggy)

[personal profile] eggnis 2018-01-12 12:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Leaving the bathroom door unlocked is a recipe for disaster, one that tastes absolutely vile when left to ripen. But Ignis isn't expecting company when he enters, flicking on the light switch on so it pours everything into illumination, his sleep-deprived face included. He looks every bit like a man deranged in the mirror, which just makes handling the little conundrum of removing the butt plug he sank into himself a few hours earlier that much more obscene.

There's no going about the fact that he can only stretch his slacks at certain angles that don't resemble doing the splits until they start to split, so off his trousers go. His underwear's the next to evacuate his body, leaving him in his dress and sock garters as heโ€” with the great pains of a man who's just gone about driving through stop-and-go traffic with a sex toy up his rearโ€” gently sets himself on the rim of the bathtub to go about the process of removing the foreign object lodged in him.

It's not so much difficult as it is extremely mortifying, pulling at the flared base and easing, easing it out. He's gotten a fourth of the way through when, like a scene straight out of a slasher film, Noctis appears in the doorway, bleary-eyed and muggy with sleep, a villain out of his worst nightmares. Granted, he isn't wielding a knife and lobbing stock phrases like evil phrases, but given that Ignis is entirely naked from the waist-down and uncomfortably tugging a plug out of the recesses of his body, the encounter's less than ideal. It doesn't help that he hasn't even reacted at first to the sight so much as Ignis's presence in the apartment, still half-asleep, which really makes lifting his leg like some wanton showgirl to pull a piece of silicone out of his ass that much more heinous. ]


Noct?

[ If he sounds strangled, it's because he is. He is strangled, both by this situation and the fact that he can't really hide the travesty of what he's done and his very last-ditch effort to save face. ]
eggnis: (skate or die man)

[personal profile] eggnis 2018-01-24 03:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Honestly, he wasn't aware he'd invoked unholy wrath upon himself. It's not so often that Noctis stirs from his slumber while he busies about the kitchen or the loft, sweeping up uncured disasters of trash and refuse threatening to weep mold onto the walls, grime sodden over utensils ostensibly shoved beneath the couch. Usually he can catch a shower with little precursor and Noctis none the wiser, which is exactly what he'd hedged upon here, between an aching hard-on and the deeper, more immediate anguish of the plug stoppering his ass for the better part of two hours.

But Noct's standing in the doorframe, so it's first the revelatory death that assaults him and then, only afterwards, the demise of his pride, because he'd rather Noct think him a liar and a cheat than the sort of man that spends an entire stop-and-go session of traffic irascibly hard. He's stiff enough that the reflex twist of his leg (shielding his modesty when Noctis has seen him naked on plenty of occassions, and then some) well and truly stings.

Faced with the choice of yanking the obstruction out or coming to terms with the truth, Ignis's voice takes a turn for the resigned. ]


As you know, if left to my own devices, I'm perfectly capable of removing it on my own. [ Sore loser? Sore loser. Obeisance has its rigors over his soul when he retracts his fingers from where they'd been working at the base of the sex toy and stands, stiff-shouldered in his chagrin. ] The mirror, was it?

[ That's just like Noct, isn't it. But rather back down from a challenge in the making, he props his elbows on either side of the sink, hunched over just enough to regret providing Noctis with enough ammunition to tear down his reputation and half-baked composure. Closing his eyes just reigns all the steadily ramping terror in him just fine. ]

Will this suffice?
eggnis: (open inside)

[personal profile] eggnis 2018-01-26 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ Now his guilt's a pulpy, irreconcilable mess, wounded and wounding when he's not met with teasing ridicule or the blunt end of any snappy taunt but Noct's gaze on him, striking pay dirt. The prince's hands smooth down over him and Ignis's head dips, trying to contain the shudders wracking their way out when those fingers insinuate around the base of the plug, easing and easing it out. ]

I'm perfectly fine. My, ahโ€” apologies.

[ There's no evading how badly he's clung to it, no discretion to the sharp bite he takes around the air when Noctis pulls it from the rim. Clamping around it is doing nothing conducive to releasing him of the minor torture of penetration without release, but neither is gouging his fingers along the sink in an attempt to remain upright, so Noct will have to put up with all the shudders cascading down him. Havoc wreaked on his senses does his self-control no favors, but by the time Noct's slotted the plug out, or close to it, he laughs, breathy and unconstrained. ]

I've gravely underestimated your tendency toward naps. I'll need to lock the door the next time you come knocking.

[ Or just traipsing in for the hell of it, as is Noct's custom. ]
eggnis: (numb)

[personal profile] eggnis 2018-02-06 03:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Tact, Noct. Undressing him is just going to give him ideas, all of them obscene and crafty and entirely not meant for polite company.

Laughing up what he can't handle is just about how he's going to get by today, between the systematic removal of his shirt and the fingers he's clung to the sink, his last bastion to all things decent and good, summarily pried off. Ignis's shoulders take on a shuddering hunch afterwards, shoulder-blades jumping just so when Noctis's fingers skim his hip, sprawl high enough on his throat that they apply pressure with the swallowing inhale. ]


Ah, well. I'm not one for exhibitionism.

[ And luring Noctis into the bathroom just to witness him removing the plug hardly seems conducive to anything remotely good. Getting stripped down to his garter socks and glasses only bodes disaster, a cataclysm in the making. But even this forecast sees to not the end of a storm, but the start to it, when Ignis, still stricken with his fair share of mortification, reaches around by way of compromise, layers his hands over the little knob of Noctis's upper spine. ]

Though there are always exceptions to the rule. [ Every inch of his lingering fondness for Noctis, even at its worst, makes itself known in his vice grip, blinking away from the mirror and it's dull fascimile to Noct, proper. ] I missed you quite dreadfully today. I've lost the element of surprise, but I hope I've managed to shock you some, all the same.
eggnis: (do the macarena)

[personal profile] eggnis 2018-02-18 05:03 am (UTC)(link)
Risk jeopardizing our relationship for a facsimile of the real thing? I have a tad more restraint than that.

[ Not enough to keep him from inflicting a butt plug on himself, as per his Highness's candid wishes, but he'd much rather keep this space in Noctis's life, entirely out of his depths and drowning under the brunt of subjectivity. He'd be more obliging under a few glasses of wine, but he'd always fold to Noct, which has squarely landed him in his sock garters and nothing else as of late. Kind of appalling, but not at all improbably, given his track record.

Ignis slides down until he's eye-level with Noct's groin, his back a crane-arch when he affixes his hands pulled thin over Noctis's hips. ]


Would you do me the honors?

[ Do him the honors and remain perfectly calm while he peels down Noctis's pants, then goes about laboriously stripping away his underwear. Instead of taking his mouth to what's greeted him, though, he presses his hands to the shape of it, fingers crested around the shaft, soft as his grip has a tendency for being. The strokes that come down are benignโ€” fickle, soft, keeping up with that look of jackals and hyenas on him, coy as he can get while bent down, utterly naked, and jerking Noct into a state of incoherence. ]

Only now does my prince lavish me with praise. [ Thoughtfully spoken, like Noct's affection is something discrepant and easily trifled with, challenging over the phone, sweet in-person. ] You should know that you're exquisite to behold. You've always been, but the years have done you exceptionally well.
eggnis: (snore snore)

[personal profile] eggnis 2018-02-28 01:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ Probably! This whole tangent he's gone off on is a self-defeating prophecy, talking in circles about praise and reciprocity when he wouldn't refuse Noct of anything. It doesn't take sweet words and the soft grip of his fingers on him lacing to keep Ignis grounded; it's all that Noct is that compels him to cede, boyish and brilliant and utterly transfixing. Something in the prince's nature that keeps Ignis so besotted even when he's stranded his knees on the ground, mouth sickled into a smile. ]

I know. You're more affectionate than I rightly deserve.

[ The ruse: how calm he's playing his devotion off when he replaces his hand with his mouth, pretending at emotional repose when he's a man harangued by love. Give it a second and he'll be driven half-mad when Noct's delicate, fine-boned fingers wrap around him to jerk him off, messy and unbefitting of any future king, and Ignis's no-nonsense pragmatism slips off for laughter, pulled off and away from him so he doesn't start choking on the utter ridiculousness of it all. ]

You know you'll have to contend with three cups of Ebony, Noct.

[ The acrid, crushed taste he's imbibed over the course of the day and how Ignis has only staved off coffee breath by picking up a dental hygienist's habits, but he readily obeys, pulling himself up to his feet. Against his palms, the fabric of Noct's shirt is a sense-memory he's all too acquainted with (his face was tucked up against it just the evening prior, curled around the body it swathed in his sleep) and Ignis pulls Noctis into the kiss, their mouths brushing to stick when he leans in.

Another slow inhale, and Noct should be able to detect how the muscles in his arm bunch up when he sneaks an arm around the small of his waist to keep him from retreating. The nudity's a bit of a spin on their usual kiss-and-tell, causing him to flush from the shoulders up, but it's hard to justify tossing on the button-up that Noct's so surreptitiously removed when he's seen him naked countless times before. Best just save any regrets for the morning after, when he's got the time to gripe and bemoan looking anything less than modest. ]