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𝔑𝔬𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔰 𝔏𝔲𝔠𝔦𝔰 π“’π”žπ”’π”©π”²π”ͺ ([personal profile] nascere) wrote2017-12-13 05:19 pm
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[personal profile] eggnis 2018-05-14 09:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Maybe Prompto does, honing his skills with a controller late into the night at the detriment of sleep. Practice as opposed to talent, repetition to inborn skill. But Noct's honed the precarious juxtaposition between the two, bent in such a way that his knee benignly jostles his, that Ignis is disrupted from thinking up witty improv on his birthday in favor of intensely contemplating Noctis's fingertips where they're compliantly settled over the analog sticks. They're fine, tapered from tip to knuckle, the same ones he's seen gliding over the piano like it's a rushing current, or pushing their way inside him, and he visiblyβ€” visibly rights to attention when one hand grasps around his knee. He's being played; he can't help but be played when Noct's so winningly earnest, prodded like so many piano keys, and Ignis swallows, gaze trained back on the screen. ]

There's no sense in bottling it up, after a certain point. I believe even a passing fancy would show itself, eventually. A certain look, or gesture. [ Essentially, the point of no return, like the months and months leading up to his own confession, maddeningly aware of the insurrection of pining for the prince's heart, and doing nothing to avert it. He can't live it down, even now; at death's door he'll be the same, working against any interest in survival. It's all self-destruction from here on out. ] If you can't bring yourself to let go of it, there's really only one thing left to do.

[ Oh, he's blessed without recompense, just like he's cursed by this exhilaration that clarifies itself in his face when he glances down at him. Ignis is no longer that young boy with a backbone that bends at the first sign of trouble, but he's still just as naΓ―ve. Pledging his life to Noctis hasn't rendered him the least bit immune to his charms. ]

What do you suppose that is?