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𝔑𝔬𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔰 𝔏𝔲𝔠𝔦𝔰 𝓒𝔞𝔢𝔩𝔲𝔪 ([personal profile] nascere) wrote2018-01-21 10:54 pm

HADRIEL. (INBOX).



"Leave a message."
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[personal profile] claritatis 2018-10-14 12:07 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, fine.

[But then--]

No, in fact, I don't think I am.
Edited 2018-10-14 00:07 (UTC)
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[personal profile] claritatis 2018-10-15 07:04 pm (UTC)(link)
I've been having hallucinations. For a couple of days now.
At first I assumed I was tired, but they haven't stopped.
Edited 2018-10-15 19:04 (UTC)
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[personal profile] claritatis 2018-10-19 07:02 am (UTC)(link)
I'm on patrol, north island.
There's nothing to be done about it, though if you're offering company I won't decline.
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[personal profile] claritatis 2018-10-21 06:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[Sigh...]

Very well.

[Noct should know the patrol routes by now. He's surely walked them with Ignis enough times, keeping him company. Ignis finds a spot to sit beside the track, watching his fingers clenching loosely around his knees and closing his eyes now and then to avoid the flickers around the edges of his vision.

He stands up every few minutes, paces back and forth a few times, then sits down again. This kind of thing isn't something he's ever faced before and he can't stay still, feeling unsettled and fidgety.
]
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[personal profile] claritatis 2018-10-25 02:24 pm (UTC)(link)
A startlingly astute observation, Noctis, thank you.

[The waspishness, while not entirely out of character for Ignis, is entirely out of place after such an innocent observation and this fact is quickly realised. The young man sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose and adjusting his spectacles.]

Sorry. I'm feeling a little out of sorts.
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[personal profile] claritatis 2018-10-28 06:31 pm (UTC)(link)
I apologised, Noct. [Ignis is quick enough to point out, flashing a quick frown in his friend's direction. Two days of all but jumping at shadows has left him far more short-tempered than he'd ever like to be, but he won't snap for no reason without following it up with an apology.]

And I've already told you the most of it. Hallucinations, like... [He pauses, waving his hand in a small, vague gesture.] Like nebulous shadows in my periphery. They come and go.

[But it's distracting, and unsettling, and a dozen other things that he doesn't yet want to open the box on discussing openly.]
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[personal profile] claritatis 2018-11-10 07:36 pm (UTC)(link)
No.

[His answer is immediate, calm, but with an edge of that kind of forced calm that Ignis so often uses when circumstances are beginning to trouble him. He shakes his head, clasps his hands together for a moment then stands, letting a breath out sharply.]

I can't forgo my duties because of their ridiculous games. [He won't.] But... I'd welcome your company, if you'd join me.
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[personal profile] claritatis 2018-11-11 04:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah, that's the best thing I've heard anyone say all morning.

[He smiles faintly in return, even if his words come out slightly grim, and gives Noctis a pat against the back of his shoulder.]

Come on. There should be something along this way, if the reports from the last patrol were accurate.
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[personal profile] claritatis 2018-11-15 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
... I know you'll do your best to ensure it.

[But he also knows that here, more than anywhere, Noctis can't always keep that kind of promise. Still, it's a nice thing to hear, regardless.]

Thank you, Noct.